Once, about seven of us were going up Avenue A by the Korean deli and up ahead this rasta guy smacked his girlfriend in the jaw so hard that she fell back on a parked car. Before I knew it I was right up in his face, saying "You don't hit a woman," over and over, which was all I could think of. I wish I'd thought to say "Why don't you go kick a dog or beat up some children if you're such a man," or "You gonna beat me up too, you so tough?" but I didn't until the next day. He just said "Mind your business," and we went back and forth like that for a minute. Pretty soon his friends started clustering around me, and my friends pulled me away. His parting shot was, "You take care of your girls, I'll take care of mine," which I secretly liked, not only because he referred to them as mine (which I guess I should be ashamed for liking because it has the ring of patriarchal possession or whatever), but also because he implied that that was my role, to take care of my girls. There is a wonderful closeness and trust among most lesbians. That is what I want to do, take care of my girls. |