As a child I was the "bookworm" of my family; everybody talked
about it. I read everything in sight: milk bottles and mayonnaise
jars,
The Bobbsey Twins and the Cherry Ames series. I was as
passionate about books as my family was about cars, motorcycles, and
Friday
night pinochle. It was through books that I first began to see a
world
different from my home town-- it was not so pretty where I come from.
The
magic of books took me away from the fights and the dirt, the cars in
the
front yard, the too-little money, and the worry which filled the rooms
we
lived in. Nothing about my life seemed so bad when I had a book to
read.
Books could be borrowed from the library or stolen from the drugstore.
I
never cared whether I had "taste." I read them all.
It was the opening up of a novel that brought extraordinary people
and events into my orbit; it was in books that I found people who felt
things no one in my family admitted feeling: emotions and conflicts,
sex,
wrong-headed passions. People in books talked differently and
scrambled my
notions of normal or right. Books held promise. I was an addict at
an
early age, and I fought for the right to read more desperately than I
struggled for anything else in my life.