t the White
Flag raffle-break Gately usually stands around chain-smoking with the
Ennet House residents, so that he's casually available to answer
questions and empathize with complaints. He usually waits til after the
meeting to do his own complaining to Ferocious Francis, with whom Gately
now shares the important duty of `breaking down the hall,' sweeping
floors and emptying ashtrays and wiping down the long cafeteria tables,
which F.F.G.'s function is limited because he's on oxygen and his
function consists mostly of standing there sucking oxygen and holding an
unlit cigar while Gately breaks down the hall. Gately rather likes Ken
Erdedy, who came into the House about a month ago from some cushy
Belmont rehab. Erdedy's an upscale guy, what Gately's mother would have
called a yuppie, an account executive at Viney and Veals Advertising
downtown his Intake form said, and though he's about Gately's age he's
so softly good-looking in that soft mannequinish way Harvard and Tufts
schoolboys have, and looks so smooth and groomed all the time even in
jeans and a plain cotton sweater, that Gately thinks of him as much
younger, totally ungrizzled, and refers to him mentally as `kid.'
Erdedy's in the House mainly for
`marijuana addiction,' which Gately has a hard time Identifying with
anybody getting in enough trouble with weed to leave his job and condo
to bunk in a room full of tattooed guys who smoke in their sleep, and to
work like pumping gas (Erdedy just started his nine-month humility job
at the Merit station down by North Harvard St. in Allston) for 32
minimum-wage hours a week. Or to have his leg be joggling like that all
the time from tensions of Withdrawal: from fucking grass? But it's not
Gately's place to say what's bad enough to make somebody Come In and
what isn't, not for anybody else but himself, and the shapely but
big-time-troubled new girl Kate Gompert--who mostly just stays in her
bed in the new women's 5-Woman room when she isn't at meetings, and is
on a Suicidality Contract with Pat, and isn't getting the usual pressure
to get a humility job, and gets to get some sort of scrip-meds out of
the meds locker every morning_Kate Gompert's counselor Danielle
S. reported at the last Staff Meeting that Kate had finally opened up
and told her she'd mostly Come In for weed, too, and not the lightweight
prescription tranqs she'd listed on her Intake form. Gately used to
treat weed like tobacco. He wasn't like some other narcotics addicts who
smoked weed when they couldn't get anything else; he always smoked weed
and could always get something else and simply smoked weed while he did
whatever else he could get. Gately doesn't miss weed much. The
shocker-type AA Miracle is he doesn't much miss the Demerol, either,
today.
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