Thurs. Sept. 19 11:30 p.m.

I'm beginning to think you can only be "cool" if you are unhappy with your life. Complain, put down, act superior--that's what all the "groovy people" do. I get disgusted looks when I tell jokes or act happy (which equals acting "childish" in their eyes. Oh go get fucked, you hypocritical hypochondriacs!