April 20,10:30pm

How can they stand it? I don't understand it. How can people think they are living when they are doing things for and taking things from and depending on others? When they live others' lives. Mrs. B_____--the only subject she talks about is What Other People Are Doing. She's a drill interrogator. I hate WAITING to be independent. I think Wow man, I'm cool, I'm different, but these are typical "adolescent growing pains." Why does it seem like no one else has them? Yet I've always felt different from other people. Do they feel different too?