Monday April 15 

 

                 

I saw Mr. Mc_______'s hands today and 
they made me sick. Pure sickly untouched 
white. Hands that have never worked 
outside for a long time. I hate hands like that. 
I'd be embarrassed about them if they 
were mine. I wish it was a law that if you 
didn't know what you were talking about you 
had to shut up. It bugs me so much when I catch 
people at it because who knows what lies 
they've been telling me that I believed? 
Today I said I was going to do our 
vegetable garden this summer but I was afraid 
if I left for a while it would ruin, because 
last year it did when no one paid attention 
to it. Then Lolly S_____ said in a cut-downy 
know-it-all tone of voice, "Oh, it'll grow." 
As if she's ever grown a garden! What an 
idiotic thing to say! She's the one that's 
always calling everybody idiots. She hates 
me now, I'm not cool enough for her. Well, 
I hereby resign my friendship with her. I've 
been thinking about it for a long time. 
I'll be civil, & do stuff w/ her when others 
are there too, but that's all. I hate to be 
asked, "Didn't you know that?" 
or "Haven't you ever been there?" or 
"You've never done that?" when I say "I didn't know that," or "I've never been there," 
or "I've never done that." She's just as bad as Ruth about cutting people down & she's 
super fakey. Oh well, they're her problems, not mine. She pretends she's so private, but 
she sure makes sure everyone knows about her "private" little adventures.