I do not wish to speak uff today.  It was a disaster from beginning to 
end.  Good bye.
     
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I've just been reading some of the beginning stuff I wrote...if anyone 
read this, I'd be dead. I don't even remember liking Steve W____. that 
much--it must've been a crush--I always fall in love w/ guys I think 
are really goodlooking. I don't like him at all now...I don't like any 
Blake guys. The closest I've gotten is liking Mike M_____ as a friend 
because he really isn't fake like most Blake fuckers. Other people may 
think he's queer but he does act how he feels. That's unusual. 
I wasted an hour on the phone talking to Clare about nothing.  I talk 
too much.