juana
thank you for the picture. i really liked it. weird. why do you feel bad ?
i wish you would feel better. quit being tired. i am always tired too. i was born tired. when i was baby, my mom says, all i ever wanted to was sleep and eat. that still sounds just fine. i am eating lunch early today. tuna salad in a pita. not bad.

the student workers in my office think that 22 is old but 18 is young. whatever.

i just took a break and bought a banana from the concession stand upstairs. it look so pretty and yellow on the outside but on the inside it was all brown and mushy and gross. somethimes thats how i feel. nice and inviting on the outside but mushy and gross on the inside.

i am sending you a picture too. it used to be my wall paper.

tell me why you feel bad. why do you, of all people, have self doubt?
(i know, everyone does)

10 wonderful things about you
1. you are very smart
2. your endless creativity
3. you're pretty
4. you can throw a pizza
5. you are my friend
6. you can take care of yourself in new york city
7. you are pretty
8. you have your own style (of dressing etc)
9. you are caring and reliable
10. you are well traveled.

10 more tommorrow !!!!

p.s. are you having an existential crisis ?